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Ruin in Color
01:14
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I am the meekest and sickest cynic
Defective, bleak shadows tower monolithic
Nothing is real in living to die
Stagnant choke to which all turn a blind eye
Fashioned misfortune, cognitive contortion
Purpose succumb to the harshest distortion
In my reflection, the eyes are aghast
The adjacent me, my own iconoclast
I am at the mercy of a force unknown
Abhorring what I am, what I am is alone
Void of esteem and any notion of control
Nostalgic for nothingness, ejecting the soul
The change within me could never be traced
A minute of color, then ruin is embraced
How could I trust in such instability?
As I pine away over the adjacent me
I’m face to face with my futility
Reaching to reclaim a fragment of sanity
Something amiss in going it alone
Something awry where nothing is my own
Void of esteem and any notion of control
Severing from sanity and severing from soul
Living in my ruin but dreaming in the skies
Escaping its color by closing my eyes
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[I. RETCHING NECROPOLIS]
Lost in space
Lost in time
Sanity replaced
By a new paradigm
Awaken to debris
Upon a foreign land
A new reality
A new world at hand
A world as empty as me
Necropolis retching
A birth, an upheaval, an admission
Daybreak upon an ill fated inquisition
Conceived in chaos, a violent séance
Infinitesimal link conjoining eons
Fertile is the mind, titans reap and sow
Akin with pain, yet seeds they tend are woe
This cycle of contempt is the subtlest bane
Begin again, feeling my loss as your gain
Time is father to truth, its mother is a mind
Time reins in imagination, let it be confined
Such is mania in worlds of emptiness
Time finds such a world, veneers plenteous
Instilled within our spawn was the hollowing
Necessary to ensure their blindest following
Like genetics, it was always present
Youth was laughable, envied, then absent
Nautically naive
Cast to an island on an ocean planet
My depth perception deceived
My nihilistic enchantment
Disappearing down the existential void
Juvenile spells die as new ones deploy
I’ve come so far to find
The truth won’t set you free
Ipecac for the soul
Reality is culled, null, and dull
Ayahuasca to the dead
Where life is but neuronal, lost in my head
(Lost in my head)
Ipecac for the soul
Disillusioned, I sell control
For an island in the poison world
Of consciousness unfurled
Scarcest are the pleasures
Days for desperate measures
Is this an age of uncertainty
Or is it just me?
Necropolis retching
A recluse of the psyche, liquid universe
Nightfall upon the once avid, now adverse
Lines blur between the stoic and the nihilist
Lucid dream rent asunder, ambition eyeless
The desolate one flew too close to the sun
To bask in the glory of battles never won
This hell is perfected and insulated
Turbid borders of the realm I’ve curated
Plaguing all I see
What might never be
All my empathy
And my apathy
Conjoin within this sea
The unabashed me
Conjoin within my throat
Contorted symbiote
Ipecac for the soul
Everything is culled, null, and dull
Ayahuasca to the dead
Alive, but hardly living, lost in my head
Sought to grasp, sought to know
Alone now dies the inner glow
Just as innocence and bewilderments
An epoch spent solitary in this wilderness
Fifteen spent in swelling cacophony
Five more adrift through forlorn insanity
Never let them in, couldn’t if I tried
Twenty years cowering within my mind
One score for the island’s gallows
Twenty revolutions masquerading pain
Paranoid, anxious, one with my throes
Twenty years suffering with nothing gained
And one with my fear
Truth won’t set you free
[II. IPECAC FOR THE SOUL]
I’m wasting away
As I waste each day
When youth embraces ruin
How does nobody look in the mirror?
When living loses meaning
How does death still evoke fear?
At the furthest reaches of knowledge
And imagination
Disillusionment yet seizes
Once animated aspirations
Now purpose is to be dismissed
Illusioned ladders beyond this abyss
The spawn, aimless in brooding coexistence
I craved respite from the stale consistence
Wells of knowledge in the isle’s seclusion
Deep thought conducts the dark’s intrusion
The seeds were sown here so many years ago
A creature’s anguish is their’s to bestow
Maxim to this cycle: do unto others
Agony engorges ‘til sanity it smothers
Apprehension yields self captivity
In vain severance, the poison is swallowed
These overwhelming tides of negativity
Preferable to be hollow
Bleed my emotions lest they bleed me
Drown my emotions lest they drown me
Kill my emotions lest they kill me
Bleed, drown, kill
Peer into moribund eyes
Drowning in vices, sedative devices
Momentarily lulls the existential crisis
I can feel your eyes judging incessantly
Even so alone, paranoia takes me
Cycles of abuse, emotional and substance
Silence I had craved, acquired in abundance
Buried in my rage and missed opportunities
The cycles prevail, enter irrationality
Often pondered what could’ve been
Although life has hardly begun
Of a structure that barely was
Violently coming undone
Often pondered accelerating
The inevitabilities
For my disappointments were so many
Dreams contrived beyond an endless sea
Destined for nothing, so it seems
Failure this deep calls for an exit strategy
Are my confines preferable to nothing at all?
How could I rise when perpetual is the fall?
I’ve lost all control, I’ve tasted timelessness
No more solace to be found in my silence
I’ve come to realize the root of my torment
Scan the mind’s mirrors, visage abhorrent
How could I mistake my mirth
For a sign of weakness?
And for so long, a beast of non-burden
Anxiety condemning one to meekness
How could I not succumb
To misanthropy when I feel it’s just?
Humanity is low, this I’ve discerned
Helpless to the fact that we are dust to dust
And nautically naive
Nautically naive
My innocence deceived
And cast to an island on an ocean planet
By nihilistic enchantment
[III. AYAHUASCA TO THE DEAD]
This life, it’s been all in my head
A dance with the dead
This life, it’s been all in my head
All I’m left with is ayahuasca to the dead
Swallowing the darkness
That had swallowed me
Exhaling the emptiness
With what I’ll never see
In this deep dream we call sentience
Where all are but fantasies of each other
Could one reclaim their free will
From the intangible hands of their slumber?
Is my logic overridden by emotion?
[IV. SAGITTARIUS A]
Those seeds have long since sprouted
The proof is what I’ve become
Long has my sustenance been its fruits
Now apathetic, cynical, the soul is numbed
I cut through and harvest the husk
Of the least desirable traits
With its timber, assembling a vessel
Ambivalent and crude voyage awaits
Into the fiery furnace
This crucible melts impureness
How else could one break the cycle?
To be or not to be its disciple?
Against my vast array of impulses
Counterproductive in nature
Venturing beyond my mental confines
I seek to weigh which curse is greater
The iniquities of the world I once observed
Or the anchors of which my world consists?
Haunting me as I waste away
A mind occupied, a mind dismissed
Occupied by hopelessness
Dismissed by its architects
If life is what you make of it
Then I know my curse is the defect
I’ve seen the weakest and darkest days
Omertà, dominated by fear
Perhaps born of these ailments
Perhaps to them I’ll adhere
Into the fiery furnace
This crucible melts impureness
How else could one break the cycle?
To be or not to be its disciple?
Dead inside, revitalized
To brave the blackest sea
Our ongoing quest to be content
Marked with utmost uncertainty
Where truth won’t set you free
[V. BREATHING NECROPOLIS]
Where once there was a mariner
Acquainted with forever
There now resides the breath it has drawn
Let this be the swan song
It takes an eternity to claim the world
Shackled to the least splendorous truth
It takes a bitter and gruelling end
To be more than our mindless daze of youth
Perhaps inhaled by infinity
Like madness may simply be my destiny
Perhaps the world is dust to dust
Perhaps sentience has proven superfluous
Scanning the waters cosmic in proportion
Yet to find any meagre glimpse of fortune
What we know as time restrains and frees
It’s alone in knowing what fate awaits me
Time that suffocates happiness
Time that is priceless
Setting sail against the gale
Time, like flesh, is frail
Where once there was a mariner
Acquainted with forever
There now resides the breath it has drawn
(Let this be the swan song)
A mariner lost pondering
A fruitless conquering
His cowardice, illusion all along
This is his swan song
For how else could one break the cycle?
[VI. INFINITE TIME DILATION]
This life, it was all in my head
All I’m left with is ayahuasca to the dead
If fear is our greatest enemy
Then laughter is our greatest immunity
Make what you will of this
For all that you know will soon be eclipsed
All that you love will soon be eclipsed
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The Helix Withers
08:06
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Phenomenal to be born
(Free will is illusory)
Now time must see these fibres torn
(Ignorance seducing me)
Every choice and every thought
(Consciousness is but a pawn)
Preprogrammed through genic rot
(In life’s game as we fester on)
Some only ponder this surface of skin
Others say a man is but his brain
Its flesh suit cradles an answer within
Twofold helical of molecular domain
For the sentient, a judgment made
Feeling experienced or notion conceived
Like all is a pawn in our DNA’s game
Through its bidding do we all come to bleed
As it withers
Phenomenal to be born
Against all odds to exist
Now all that’s left is to keep these fibres untorn
Although time cannot allow this
A continuance instinct, like every perception
Masterminded by a natural code
Every thought and sensation
Its product until the helical phenomena erodes
It all sheds away
Finite individualism, intuition’s call
A schism dividing yourself from you
To exist as a mind and a genetic thrall
One outweighs the other, prehension askew
With these blueprints in control
Thought is but flesh, and power it does hold
In this ego death, one might find comfort
Or anxiety, this too determined through the genic mould
Phenomenal to be born
Now time must see these fibres torn
Every choice and every thought
Preprogrammed through genic rot
Free will is illusory
Ignorance seducing me
Consciousness is but a pawn
In life’s game as we fester on
As to why sees no resolve
But the helix withers to evolve
Our framework is our opposition
For it has designed us to destruct
Architect of all emotion
These ephemeral minds to instruct
In this world, as abundant as empty space
But beyond, one as rare as us
An anomaly so commonplace
Into two the helix cuts
Phenomenal to be born
Against all odds to exist
Now all that’s left is to keep these fibres untorn
Although time cannot allow this
A continuance instinct, like every perception
Masterminded by a natural code
Every thought and sensation
Its product until the helical phenomena erodes
It all sheds away
It all sheds away
A life could never hope to be severed
From the binds of its heredity
To make sense of subconscious endeavour
Exercise in futility
Every story must once again be untold
Every chapter must be lost in time
Watching as superdeterminism unfolds
Dismaying, humbling, then sublime
Once more, the helix withers
A continuance instinct, like every perception
Masterminded by a natural code
Every thought and sensation
Its product until the helical phenomena erodes
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Murder Me Dead
04:08
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Been looking forward to dying
Time has never been so meaningless
Cognition as corrupted as ever
Concealing these curious incisions
Yet it’s anguish that I’ve severed
This desiccated vow
Is one to lament
I’ll never see hiatus
From my discontent
This desiccated vow
Has taken my life to quell
Strip me of my innocence
And send me straight to hell
Now all my days are spent
Enlightened to the self destructive
I’ve never been so close to death
It’s never been this seductive
We were born to punish ourselves
We were conceived to suffer
Now living to feel something else
Desire and pain feeding off each other
Been looking forward to dying
Murder me
Murder me dead
Which of us will be forsaken?
Who will see the ground first?
Giving up this path we’ve taken
Sentience: the greatest curse
Murder me
Put me down
Which of us will be forsaken?
Who will see the ground first?
Every day that I live on
It only gets worse
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Pantera's
What a Hunk
Pantera's, yeah
Pizza connoisseurs really love it
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Polarity Nelson
08:11
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Dare to think of all as time bombs
Through the gaze of morbid eyes
Brave the dark, and with sight gone
Only now can you see the light
In this crux burdened lifelong:
The polarity of life and death
Flooding dread of the unknown
Drowns a bitter final breath
Misbegotten survival
For existence is terminal
Flesh never could rival
And all are dead on arrival
(Dead on arrival)
Embrace the polarity
Living: The gauntlet tempers the steel
And yet for naught is all prosperity
Dying: Silence shrouds what is real
We shall embrace this polarity
The paradox: living is lethal
We stoke illusions where nothing is certain
The macrocosm's retrieval
Frailty seeks to uplift such burdens
In life, we balance upon needles
Some draw the lines, others toil for clarity
But in death, we'll prove equal
Don't bide time to embrace this polarity
Misbegotten survival
For existence is terminal
Flesh never could rival
And all are dead on arrival
Destiny of deprival
In spite of instinct most primal
Flesh never could rival
And all are dead on arrival
Embrace the polarity
Living: The gauntlet tempers the steel
And yet for naught is all prosperity
Dying: Silence shrouds what is real
We shall embrace this polarity
Breathing: A function pondered vainly
Sows life, yet it's proof of our frailty
Ceasing tends to move one strangely
Shifts their eyes across this duality
Oblivion beckons as Satan to Eve
Our minds are voracious, on darkness they feed
Cognition awaits, eclipsed by our reach
Where sun is the truth we must learn but not teach
Oblivion beckons, Satan to Eve
Our ravenous minds, on darkness they feed
Cognition is lying, just out of reach
Where sky is the truth, deaf to this speech
Embrace the polarity
Through omnipresence, drawing near our fates
So trivial in essence, quests to mitigate the end
Where we distract ourselves through our diligence
Instead to further an ongoing quest for significance
Until the hourglass sands stain with our macabre state
Unconcerned by if we've succeeded to alleviate the end
Let us distract ourselves through our diligence
To find it's outweighed by a looming insignificance in the end
All is outweighed in the end...
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...Justice Denied
03:05
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Justice denied
Father Time does not wait
Bitter tastes thy fate
Surrender your mind
Lest justice be denied
Fruitlessness in seeking the absurd
Such will never be nor has occurred
Time has ways of siphoning one's will
Life demands this balance be fulfilled
But to feel alive is to elude the kill
Abundance of life
Sifts through aeons of death
It's equilibrium
In the cosmic breath
Yet what we seek... is justice delayed turned justice denied
Peer into moribund eyes, thou shan't find thy friend
But only revelation that the beginning is the end
Sentenced into nothingness, existing was the crime
Contradicting the maxim to a ceaseless marching of time
To live is to die
Justice delayed, justice denied
Inhaled by infinity, none spared and none saved
A demigod status only widens the grave
Liberty desired in perpetual delay
Death, like this coda, brings us back to which we've strayed
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Event Horizon
07:25
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Conflicting temperatures fracturing glass
Apathetic cold against hellish wrath
The glass pane shatters to reveal no soul
With fractured conscience, seeking to be whole
Severing hands to escape from shackles
In a mental wasteland but ruins and jackals
Rendered faceless with no facade
Rendered soulless yet no longer flawed
Now this is hell, there's no veneer
And to think the worst still isn't found here
This path I walk is to stifle such fear
Where only in the dark can you see through the clear
To dwell in these thoughts so they may go unspoken
As their weight on the mind rends it asunder past broken
Now dwelling in thoughts of what could have been
If only I'd seen the beginning is the end
Conflicting temperatures fracturing glass
Apathetic cold against hellish wrath
The glass pane shatters to reveal no soul
With fractured conscience through this black hole
Perhaps fear dies with us, as does all
After all, existence is terminal
May it be for you as it is for I
For it's in this way all life begets life
The boldest truth or the most comforting lie?
As nocturne brings the ebb of sky
Maranasati and atheus mortem
Seconds are fleeting and yet who can afford them?
Two contradictions in coexistence
Bracing to trek the unfathomable distance
For only in the dark can you see through the clear
With this vessel dies fear
Perhaps fear dies with us, as does all
After all, existence is terminal
As we pass on through the dilating eye
For it's through this pull all life begets life
Event horizon
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Chopin's Nightmare
04:46
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I’ve seen earth suffocate unto final agony
A requiem’s sanctity, formaldehyde sea
Life passed me by as impromptu fantasy
Marche Funèbre from my reliquary
Hearkening to find, reality or mind?
Is this death, or have I gone blind?
Telltale is heartbeat, coffined, confined
Paralyzed in sanity’s silent unwind
What if I had mentioned
The horrors I’ve conceived?
Faint pounding of soil
Tormentors: the bereaved
Nocturne’s negation
Vivisection salvation
Four-chambered anxiety
A prelude to eternity
Eternity, go
I’ve seen God, one who has since abandoned me
Could such anguish truly be of His decree?
Polonaise and waltz in this game of psyche
I’ve composed the soundtrack to my mortality
Woefully entombed, not to be exhumed
Ruin has befallen, erroneously assumed
Terminal opus, concerto for the doomed
By gravest of my fears, this life has been consumed
What if I had mentioned
To rip my core from me?
Faint pounding of soil
Étude for incapacity
This is my nightmare come true
This is my nightmare come true
Nocturne’s negation
Vivisection salvation
Four-chambered anxiety
A prelude to eternity
Four-chambered anxiety
A prelude
To eternity, go
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Inner Glöw
00:11
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I threw a kid into a basement
He never got away
He'd fight, he'd yell, he'd scream, he'd shout
But nobody could save... him
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Blizzard and Brimstone
05:31
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Collect and drain the minds
The husk frozen and left to die
Hellbent to survive
A shallow promise is their drive
Numb, dehumanized
Encased in a tomb made of ice
Counting on their afterlife
To validate the years sacrificed
Necropolis retches the misanthrope
These eyes have been frozen
These minds are eroded
Their faith has yet broken
Their fate goes unspoken
Where time can be bought and sold
Who knew that Hell could’ve been this cold?
A life spent in its mould
Tale of a death to be told
Wayward sense of worth
Has become one again with the Earth
Frozen lives already died
Save their blood clots and silent cries
Necropolis retches the misanthrope
These eyes have been frozen
These minds are eroded
Their faith has yet broken
Their fate goes unspoken
(Trapped) In lifetimes of bruises
(Trapped) A suffering, fruitless
(Trapped) A life spent withholding
(Trapped) As fate is unfolding
Feigning life
Icebound in
Sightless Hell
Mer des yeaux
These eyes have been frozen
These minds are eroded
The soul has been broken
Still, fate goes unspoken
In lifetimes of bruises
A suffering, fruitless
A life spent withholding
As fate is unfolding…
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13. |
Closer to the End
02:05
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Waking to a greater hell everyday
Trying to hold on to what makes us human
Knowing, feeling how sanity frays
And any given juncture’s slow consuming
Much further from birth than death
A giving of boundless depth
I might be living
Wasting breath
This might be life
But I am much closer to death
This is the closer to the end
Imminent infinite return
Why is it so taboo
To admit that you’re afraid?
Primitive repulsion
Life aware is life dismayed
A grave is a portal to the stars
Of which we are
Life within a reservoir
Of infinite capacity
Balance is the synthesis
Of being and nothingness
Garrulous antithesis
Futile tenacities
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14. |
Maranasati
02:45
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Two-piece melodic progressive thrash metal project adopting experimental elements. Hailing from the St. Louis area.
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